Tuesday, July 27, 2010

July.27/2010

-ay ay ay-

some people say i shouldnt be with you because you dont deserve me
they say that i shouldnt believe but they dont understand
that baby with you, every single day is brand new and i aint going nowhere
im staying right here, its the right idea, so right for my baby

ay ay always want to be with you and i dont want to change you
ay ay love every little thing you do and i dont want to change you
ay ay dont ever want to say goodbye and i dont want to change you
as long as you dont change your mind there will always be you and ay

boy you should know i never leave
i know its cliche but the air i breathe they try to take, they try to suffocate
no im not going to stand
baby with you every single day is brand new and i aint going nowhere

you look worried but dont you worry
that thing we got is as strong as a rock
lonely nights we've been through it, fights we've been through it
so how you gonna think this time how they gonna do it
they hating on us, yes they know we a team
like your juice and im gin
like you rock and i lean
yeah they want to do it, the way we do it, but they cant do it, the way we do it

July.27/2010

-moving on-

i cant wait til you're gone away, cause then i can move
then i can say im finally over you
you say that you are no longer in love with me
and you cant be the one for me
told me this love of ours is taking us down different roads
and its caused us to grow apart so..

dont say to me that you want to be good friends with me
thats just teasing me, boy its best you leave, say goodbye to me

Friday, July 23, 2010

July.23/2010

-war-
i would march across the desert to defeat my enemy
and i would lie here in the trenches with your picture next to me
and when i told you its forever, then thats how its gonna be
wont let her just take the place of me

does she really know you like i know you, all the little things
does she really love you like i love you, how can he compete
if he makes me fight for you, die for you, would he do the same?
this is turning into way more than a game

now it feels like soldiers in a war and none of us are backing down
and i will show you victory is mine before we leave this battleground
cause she dont want to leave and i dont want to go
and i know just how this battle goes
she dont want to leave and i dont want to fight this kind of war

you know shes not the man she thinks she is, shes hiding all her flaws
so tell me whats the point in fighting because we'll all end up with scars
but boy if thats what i must go through then im not prepared to lose
cause ive already bied so much for you

getting kind of sick of this battle
wish i could take it back to when i had you
im always thinking that i can have you, just let her have you
its getting kind of hard to convince you

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

July.21/2010

i hate the mornings cause i know what they bring
you get up, take a shower and in no time youre leaving
and it sounds so selfish but i cant help but think
that how much i needed you you'd stay cause..

i hate goodbyes, i hate these tears in my eyes
i hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
ive had enough, im sick of wishing he was around me everyday, everynight
its way too much, i hate love

i hate your phone calls in the middle of the day
it drives me crazy cause i need you with me
i dont want to feel this alone
everytime you walk out that door, i start missing you
wish i didnt need you this much

July.21/2010

L..O..V..E..

tired of being in the "when am i gonna find love club"
i come close, get a dose but it just aint enough
right guy wrong time right time wrong guy
whats the use? why even try?
whats the rush, getting caught up and then its over
now im crushed and im crying and theres no shoulder
it plays out so different in my dream, things aint always what they seem
and thats why..

i dont get excited when someone brings me flowers
aint gonna be sitting on my phone more than an hour
it hurts but i still run to it, oh i hate love
scared of what it does to me but i just got to have it
been right in my reach but for some reason i cant grab it
love keeps hating on me so i hate love

dont want to hear nobody telling me they needing more time
questioning where i been all up in mine
new guy old lines old guy new lies
the more that i say the less that i mean it
i just want somebody for me
the more that i see it, the more that i want it
but i need something that makes me believe
they tell me one day it'll be worth the wait
but i dont want to hurt on the way
so im not gonna settle, i know better
so understand what i say..

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

July.13/2010

Since I was a little girl I knew what I wanted
One day I would see the world and make my mark on it
Put in time, sacrificed never thought of thinking twice
Since I was a little girl I dreamed
Now I'm standing in this terminal
With a ticket so far from your love

I'm in a rush I got to fly away
Planes waiting up for me right at gate twenty-three
There's a doorway to my dreams
I could go or I could stay
Should I change my life or miss my flight?

My alarm clock in the morning said you got to go now
Wish I never heard that clock ring
See I don't want to win if my hearts got to lose
So how in the world do I choose?

How can you messure the promise of love
When it's weighing against a chance that comes once
How can I leave when I know he's the one
When the dust settles he might now be here
And I'm standing in this terminal
Crying my eyes out in tears

Thursday, July 1, 2010

July.1/2010

HAPPY CANADA DAY EVERYONE!!! =)..oh and happy bday grandma!! =p wish i could see the fireworks in canada but..i guess ill have to wait til next time!

omg today was soo hot it was hardly breathable =S had a pretty good day today..went to have lunch with a relative(aunt) and then went on those one day cruises for a couple hours. haha thank goodness that girl knew how to translate in english or else i wouldve fallen asleep like my grandma did xD haha and then we went shopping at this place...didnt find stuff that really caught my attention but theres plenty more time to do that..and then went to the same place that we went to go eat lunch to eat dinner XD its jus hilarious to see your grandparents and your relatives fight for the bill..so i just stood up and went to pay the bill myself and just told them its done and over with. haha they looked at me like they didnt understand what i was saying =p

im just gonna keep the blog short today...not in a good mood today...well actually i am but..idk just some stuff bothering me..but it'll pass! haha okay well til next time! =)