Sunday, May 29, 2011

May. 29/2011

so some people really think they all that. like really now!!? i never liked u from the beginning and it turns out i never will till the end! so get over yourself and move on bitch!! >=( u aint my daddy and u never will be no matter who u want to fool; even my mother. but thats okay cause i can see right thru u, all ur flaws down to the core. so dont ever expect me to respect you and accept you cause you're just a fake ass bitch!!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Jan.26/2011

so apparently, theres this thing goin on in february....VALENTINES BANQUET!! =) yeah, its about time that came around <3

sadly, the theme this year is Sadie Hawkins. which means, that the girls gotta do everything...like ask the guy, pay, EVERYTHING! so after thinking about it some more..i thought, "its not such a bad idea". i mean, how hard can it be to ask the guy to a banquet...especially if its your boyfriend/girlfriend...i mean, u just..ASK. well, i was talkin to a friend of mine and he asked me how i was goin to ask my boyfriend. i just stood there, stared at him and laughed. what kind of silly question was that? im just gonna ask directly...duh! well, he actually laughed at me back...apparently, we gotta do more than just ask. guys find ways to ask the girl, do something special, all that corny stuff. so of course, im not gonna buy flowers for him and ask him hahaha i wanted to get markers for the car and write all over his car and decorate it, asking him to the banquet but its been raining the past few days so..it would wash away =/ so my friends came up with a better idea...like why not do it on the inside of his car. so instead of writing on the inside..(cause its so much harder xD) i went and bought a whole bunch of sticky notes and wrote "babe, will you go the the banquet with me?" and posted it all over his car. so now, his whole front windshield is covered with post it sticky notes along with the windows to his car doors >=) it took FOREVER to do but was fun haha but of course, i had to drag a friend along to help or else i would never get it done. but it looks pretty neato from the outside...i mean, not trying to brag or anything =p

and yes, i broke into his car hahaha nah, i had the spare key =) but i cant wait til he goes in his car and sees all those sticky notes...heh shocker to his face! anyways, now the hard part is over, i gotta find a dress to wear for the theme!! =/ the dress code is 30s/40s...looked it up online with my roommate and it shouldnt be too hard to accessorize...hopefully! =)

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Jan.14/2011

have you ever had a really really bad feeling inside you...but you could never describe what it was? well, thats me at the moment. im not talking about like u having a bad feeling that something bad is going to happen. no im talking about something inside u just isnt right.

so ive been having this feeling for about 2 days...and i thought it would go away but it still lingers inside me. its like....everytime few mins, i gotta use the washroom!! so clearly, u would automatically think of an infection in the bladder. well, thats somewhat true. i mean, i talked to my mom and it fits all the symptoms and she knows exactly what im talkin about since she's been through it. so ive booked an appointment with the university health center to see a doctor and get this problem fixed hopefully. its not a feeling of pain...but its just really really really uncomfortable.

this morning...i had the strangest dream. but we wont get into that. some things are just alittle too embarassing to share...if u know what i mean =p anyways, hopefully ill get good news from the doctor tomorrow!!

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Jan. 11/2011

snow day snow day!! it has been 2 days now and the snow is still falling!! very little compared to two nights ago but still beautiful as ever! =)

yesterday, there was a MAJOR snowball fight around the middle of the campus...lots of people having fun and enjoying life. i guess it's nice once in awhile to take a couple breaks from life and enjoy it to the fullest. there were people who even brought their snowboards and had all the gear and did some pretty neat tricks and flips. of course, everyone grabbed what they could and started sledding down the slopes. we would've never thought there would be another snow day today but God has made it happen! even though it's nice to skip a couple classes and just sleep in and relax, it sucks because all the work we've missed we will have to make up eventually when we get back and that aint going to be pretty because we would have loads and loads to do =/

in life, there are always pros and cons. a positive to every negative and vice versa. nothing in life is always going to be perfect, prettified and jolly...i learned that from experience. just like my boyfriend for example. he has work but he cant go cause the driving conditions arent recommended and yes, even though its nice not to have school but the snow has been keeping him for work and no work=no $$$. i mean, it may be selfish for me to say this but im glad he doesnt have work and that we dont have school all day cause then i get to spend all day with him....or so i thought. plans change, nothing ever stays the same forever.

as much as i love not having classes, i hope theres school tomorrow because the work we'll have to make up is going to drag us doown =/ everyone is starting to study hard today for the things theyve missed in class the past 2 days. the weather doesnt look too bad for tomorrow but then again, i didnt understand why they cancelled school today. it hardly snowed and the roads have been clearer since yesterday. lets just pray and hope that everything will fall into place and hopefully things will run smoothly when we get back to classes!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Jan.3/2011

christmas went by so fast this year! i wasnt feeling the christmas spirit til pretty much christmas time and then it was over, gone, and done with! being so far from home and coming back for a little while does make me realize what i have and what i shouldnt take for granted. my mom will always be there to spoil me no matter how grown i am because deep down inside im still alittle girl to her. i know sometimes i take things for granted back at home cause everything is already done for me but i gotta learn to be independent and show them that ive truly grown on my own.

coming back to collegedale makes me both happy and sad at the same time. im happy to be back so i could see all my friends again but not so happy to start hitting the books. i slacked off alot after midterms last semester and my grades and GPA went down. i gotta catch up this semester to boost it back higher but that would require alot of time on my part and most of my time is given to spending it with my boyfriend and catchin up with friends. but i think there'll be alot of changes this winter semester with everyone. but i still cant wait to see what 2011 will bring for us!! =)