Nov.8/2010

life is full of surprises; whether they are good or bad, you learn to accept them and deal with them. there are people who can put you down and people who can bring you up. ive learned from my mistakes. let go of the people who have been hurting you. no matter how much you still feel for them, no matter how much theyve done for u in the past because at the end, theyll just end up bringing you down and its really not worth it. what we should be doing is investing our time into the people who have brought this far and the people who are willing to face the hard trials with you no matter what.

Oct. 13/2010

when midterms are rolling in, u know its the time for cramming information into your brain and not having a social life. but thank goodness at the end of it all, we get a break to just have fun and relax.

yesterday i went to watch the Chinese Acrobats in our school gym and let me tell you...it was amazing! it would leave u completely speechless for the things they can do. its just such a surprise what those people can do with their bodies!! wayy too flexible to be a normal human body. but it was just simply awweesomee and it was completely packed because i COULD NOT breathe from being in there....way too crowded but was worth the suffication =p

not much has been going on since we are all busy with school and exams coming up. i went to the hair salon yesterday to get my hair done and i told that lady i wanted the brown and she said the color wont come out as much cause its dark and my hair is already dark so she gave me a blonde O_o haha dont worry, my hair didnt come out blonde but almost. the top part of my hair is pretty much...golden/blonde/brown and the whole part from my ears and down are dark brown but luckily today, after i showered, its not as light as yesterday so...its all good =) i actually like this light color but i wish it was all around and not just the top =/ apparently by ends are really hard to dye heh

im excited for this week cause my mother has sent me some winter clothing and i should be getting it on fri and my friend just sent me my contacts that arrived so i should be getting them soon too! =) oh how i miss those days with contacts...made my life so much easier haha im just not use to wearing glasses which is a weird thing because i've practically wore glasses my whole life up until last year but i feel more comfortable with contacts =S so instead of seeing me with blue eyes, you'd be seeing me with black one! =p

hey b, havent heard or talked to you lately....saw that u no longer have facebook? what's been going on? my calling doesnt work on my phone so i cant call you...but id love to hear from ya! text me or email me or whatever....just let me know that all is good and everything is okay...having me alittle worried here =/ miss ya!

Oct.7/2010

wow...can u believe its october already! time seems to fly by so fast nowadays...i mean next thing u know, ill be graduating from this university! haha mayb not that soon but....hopefully not that far from now! =S

the weather here is getting colder and colder now...and then it gets hotter and hotter....and colder and colder...the weather is bipolar here! >=l but it makes sense to get a little chilly here cause winter is coming! haha i heard it doesnt snow much here...in fact, it doesnt snow at all. they said if u see snow...the city is never prepared with the roads and stuff cause it..JUST NEVER SNOWS!! what kind of place is this....im starting to wonder about this area haha but i like it better here than being at home with parents and goin to univeristy there!

midterms are coming up in about 2 weeks O_o i think im doin okay in my classes EXCEPT music theory =/ still struggling in that class and barely making my way through....but ill make it...somehow....someway....somday....=p i thought university was so much more fun...atleast it seemed like it at the beginning! ....they tricked me >.>

alittle less than 2 weeks and its my bday! but im not all that excited this year...simply cause im not home to celebrate with my parents and close relatives and cause theres nothing to do here so....=/ but theres a break on my bday til mon so...thats somewhat of a celebration! haha...so i checked my mailbox yesterday and my parents sent me a card and present...but mainly for the reason cause i had some forms to fill out a.s.a.p so thats why it came so early. but the card brought me to tears and it just made me realize how important my mother is to me and how much i love her more and more everyday from being apart from her. IK HOUD VAN YOU MAMA =)

thanks for your "letter" b! it was definetly an "awwee" moment and you just made me realize how much u mean to me and im so glad that we met...although most people wouldn't approve that way haha but you're always there for me whenever im in need and u always find ways to put that smile on my face and i love you for that ^_^ i hope im as good as a friend as u are to me! im really really really really excited that we get to hang out over the nov break!! or atleast planning to! =) everyday, i look forward to talking to you cause you are just the one thing that makes my day complete and i dont know what i would do without yooouu! P.S there will be no naruto in that little house of ours! >=l

well, im off to convocation and then to lunch and then to boredom! haha today is going to be a free day....oh what to do!

Sept. 26/2010

its been awhile since i updated this thing of mine =p hmm...lets see whats new...not much! haha pretty school, school, and some more school! yay! haha there isnt much going on lately except...school...yeah boring i know. anyways, some of my friends decided to leave me this weekend...surprisingly, alot of people went home this weekend. it was like some one-month mark or whatever but i stayed here...not like i had a choice!

well, not much happened over the weekend. went to church, hung out with some friends and went to LAC party...Latin American Club Party on saturday night. it wasnt as bad as some people said it was suppose to be...haha i think we all just enjoyed the half naked men that had their body painted for that event...all the abs and muscles =L haha anyways!! saturday night was a weird night...ended up talking to a friend the whole night after til 1 in the morning and we nearly forgot about our curfew! just 3 girls and 3 guys just sitting outside having our own little convos and then PEW! time flies by. =/ was a fun night/talk but honestly, people get ideas in their heads and wont let them go and it can get so annoying sometimes. =/ i was talking to Qwynn the whole night while Lee was talking to Daniel and Christin was talkin to Vonerik and all they do is tease me about Qwynn when they should be thinking about themselves. honestly, the less drama the better. is it too much to ask to have a normal non-drama life for once? IM TIRED OF IT! >=l

i think i need to go to an all girls school to advoid all this boy stuff...or maybe ill just move with my friend in san fran...you can be the only guy i know brandon! =) hahaha with our nice little house and audi carS...haha yes..theres an "s" after audi cars =p anyways, im off to play alittle pool before the night ends...and i hope everyone had a good weekend! =)

Aug. 28/2010

How can things go so right and then go so wrong so fast? Sometimes I think that I get everything and then the next minute, without even heads up, I am the most confused girl on this planet earth.

Well anyways, the fall semester has offically began and my schedule is pretty easy this time...so everyone is telling me to get a job to fill up my spaces but I'm sure I can find something to do to fill up those spaces =) I'm only taking 3 music classes and a math class and an english class. So far, in my music class i took a music theory test and totally bombed it >.> and in english..well we just talked..well the teacher just talked and talked but I was so happy to find out most of my close friends are in the same class as me! =) haha I just saw them walk in one by one like OH HEY!..*next person walks in* OMGSH YOURE IN THIS CLASS TOO?! *next person walks in* W O W haha yeah..its gonna be an aweesomee semester hopefully! I guess it'll only be good depending how what you make of it!

I haven't updated in awhile...in my own words xD i'm always using song lyrics to show how I feel but today..I dont know...I guess i just have a lot on my mind and its just getting too heavy for my heart to hold so I thought I'd let some of it out! More updates to come!! but i dont promise it'll be my own words ^_^

Aug. 19/2010

count on me

if you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
ill sail the world to find you
if u ever find yourself lost in the dark and you cant see
ill be the light to guide you
find out what we're made of
what we're called to help our friends in need

you can count on me like 123 ill be there
and i know when i need it i can count on you
like 432 and youll be there
cause that's what friends are suppose to do

if you toss and you turn and you just cant fall asleep
ill sing a song beside you
and if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
everyday ill remind you

you'll always have my shoulder to cry on
ill never let go, never say goodbye

July.27/2010

-ay ay ay-

some people say i shouldnt be with you because you dont deserve me
they say that i shouldnt believe but they dont understand
that baby with you, every single day is brand new and i aint going nowhere
im staying right here, its the right idea, so right for my baby

ay ay always want to be with you and i dont want to change you
ay ay love every little thing you do and i dont want to change you
ay ay dont ever want to say goodbye and i dont want to change you
as long as you dont change your mind there will always be you and ay

boy you should know i never leave
i know its cliche but the air i breathe they try to take, they try to suffocate
no im not going to stand
baby with you every single day is brand new and i aint going nowhere

you look worried but dont you worry
that thing we got is as strong as a rock
lonely nights we've been through it, fights we've been through it
so how you gonna think this time how they gonna do it
they hating on us, yes they know we a team
like your juice and im gin
like you rock and i lean
yeah they want to do it, the way we do it, but they cant do it, the way we do it