thank goodness it wasnt raining this morning on the way to school or else i wouldnt have been a very happy girl ...although im not very happy at the moment but...meh
so i was up til 6 last night..or should i say this morning and woke up at 6:30 to shower and get ready to leave to school cause i had to take the bus with my cousin today. time flew by soo fast...one minute i was doing something then next minute its like time to wake up!! and i was thinkin that mayb i shouldnt sleep that half an hour but my eyes jus refused to cooperate with me...and right now, im falling asleep in class wanting a nap soo badly but i have no spares today =/ actually, i had a spare this morning but i used that to work on my bible homework which i totally forgot about...=S i still have soo much to do and i was suppose to do them on the weekend but i ended up not doin it so....im in soo much trouble.
report cards are coming out.....im gonna be dead soon......WHAT DO I DO!?!?!?!?!?!? why have i slacked off so much lately...i honestly cant handle all this freedom...I NEED RESTRICTIONS!!! >=l ...i cant believe i jus said that but...=/ i honestly cant do anything when theres no one to tell me to get off the computer or get off the phone or turn the the tv off or do this and do that. mommy where are u wen i need you =/...well, i talked with her this morning and shes in aruba...enjoying the blazing hot sun while im here soaking in tears cause im such a failure! i really am hopeless on my own...i wont survive.
i just hope this school year ends soon and i wont have to worry about this anymore and i can start over and start fresh. this highschool thing really feels like a burden and i cant wait to get rid of it. I WANT LIFE TO BE OVER!! ugh...life~
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