April. 25/2010

i know that ive been slacking off alot..but i didnt realize it was this much!! i only have about 2 months left and i need to stay on track and focus on nothing but school at this moment. *sigh* thats goin to be difficult...theres so much hapenin in may and then june will be busy with grad stuff...no time to do anything!! =/

i finally did my ACT test on friday and holy moly...its the hardest thing i have ever done! and right when i was done..i swear, if i ever see another ovally bubble sheet for multiple choice questions..i will kill myself!! no joke. but im soo glad its over with at this moment but now, i gotta wait for them to mail me the results and stuff and...im soo nervous!! @.@ but i heard the schools dont really look at the scores..they mainly jus want to kno ur education level..and mine is like..all the wayy down there..like below below average haha =p good luck to mee then!!

i went grad dress shopping with my mom today and it didnt take me very long to find the dress i bought. i walked right into the store and looked at a few then the sales person said..i think this'll look good on you and i fell in love with it =) i mean its not like..omg drop dead gorgeous..but its something...well...its jus something i like! haha its like sky blue..kinda tight at the top then kinda flows out at the bottom. i post a picture but..it looks bad so..ill jus wait til grad day comes! =) anyways, we got the dress for a really good price!! it was originally $700 but i got it for $375! my mom was like..u can wear it for ur wedding too!! ...=.= so now all thats left is to look for shoes! hah i would say accesories but i dont even kno if im allowed...since our school is a private school..and since theres no jewellery allowed in school..=S they better make an acception!!!! we're already not having prom cause of the whole dancing rule >=l but anyways, back to accersories!...my mom bought all these accesories for me from swaroski from her cruise trip. and now im still lookin for a hairstyle and a place to do that!...and hopefully at the same place, they can do my make up cause i dont want to go to like a million different places to get a million different things done..but other than all that, IM EXCITED!!!! =)

there are soo many things i need/want to get! eg. new glasses(with the whole black frame around..), new contacts(black this time instead of blue..), possibly braces..!?, and..uhm...okay well i forgot the rest but theres a whole lot more! and theres soo many places i want to go like after grad...during the summer before school starts all over again!! =/ i want but i kno i cant..go to holland T.T and then im plannin on goin to san fran either with my parents over the summer or with some friends in october!! well..san fran is one of the stops..but its like touring everywhere..ROADTRIP!!! haha oh and dont worry BL, theres nothing to be worried/nervous about..we can always jus sit around staring at each other..doing nothing..haha jus keedin..YOU BETTER PLAN SOMETHING WEN I GET THERE OR ELSE IM MAKING YOU TAKE ME EVERYWHERE!!! MWAHAHA =p but yeah..im excited for summer =)

anyways, im off to study for my retest on english terms =/ i hate that test...ive done it like twice already!! anyways bye for now~

:: i wish i could help you in everyway..but im sorry that i cant. but my spirit will always be there for you! ^_^ ::