May.20/2010

i dont know why but this has been stuck in my head for some time and i think if i wrote it out, it will slowly leave me =p

Loneliness sends a dark wind that doesn't leave. Remembering the excitement of love. The sky so red,the warmth so strong. Your face surfaces in my heart, living together in this city's maze, every mention of your name causes my heart to skip a beat, and yet we don't meet again. Only the touch remains. And yet we don't dare to touch emotionally. Perhaps we really were too young. From our cluelessness. Wandering our separate skies. Allowing each other to choose what to say, but this longing still turns. A hand that can't be held is now an anonymous friend. But my attachment is still persistent and you have nothing to do with the tears I swallow.

haha that has absolutely nothing to do with anything! =p jus thought maybe if i shared..it would get out of my head...if any of it even makes sense LOL

so anyways, im goin camping soon a.k.a tomorow! but i heard the weather isnt very good while the weather here is goin to be sunny all the way =/ the only reason why im excited is the people that are gonna be/goin there. other than that...its totally bull heh =p

so yesterday, i opened my email and saw that La Sierra sent me an email and when it opened it....BAAAMMM!! it tells me im accepted!! =) haha i called my mom right away and she was super happy for me. and now that im over in california..i can be closer to the friend i want to see most =) and of course...its CALIFORNIA, L.A...WHAT ISNT THERE TO BE EXCITED ABOUT!! haha the only thing is...ill be stuck dorming which kinda sucks cause i dont kno who my roommate would be since all the friends i kno are graduating this year or have already gradated =/ i hope i dont get some freak haha but i realy want to live with my friend who's quite close by..but shes goin to some art school and shes gonna rent an apartment so we could share..? i really hope the school board will let!!! haha i cannot be goin to school and sleepin there for 5-6 years all year round...i would die =p

so anyways, i got a project due tomorow and me and my partner dont have an idea yet on what we're doing...and we're plannin on meeting up at 9pm and who knows what time we'll be done. haha but thats the thing about my class...we always wing everything and end up doin okay or pretty good but never a fail LOL i jus hope he doesnt fall asleep or anything cause we're so doomed tomorw =/ i hate making up skits...especially when they have to be all religious and stuff >.>

well..im off to do some studyin for a test i just remembered like now that i have tomorw O_o thank goodness for my good memory xD