finally, the sun has decided to stay for the week..but the wind wont seem to go away jus yet =/ but i guess it helps in a way..blows away all the clouds! =)
i am so excited for this month!! theres so much going on and ...and...its jus goin to be alot of fun!haha well actually there isnt much but atleast i dont have to stay around at home and do nothing! so lets see..this weekend..i was suppose to play pool with a friend but i kinda bailed on him so..shh! cause im goin to dinner elsewhere and im not really in the mood for pool. its a very time consuming game but meh. and then next weekend, im plannin to either go on a weekend cruise with my dads side of the fam or to my friends house for a BBQ party. apprently, the guys in my class have been guys night out and this time they want the girls to join in so yay for party! haha but the theme is beach so they expect girls in bikinis and guys in board shorts but what the hey! and then the weekend after that, my friend is having a birthday party cause shes turning 18 and in the filipino culture, when you turn 18 it means your officially an adult so..theres like a huuge party. ANNND THEEENNN, the weekend after that, its a long weekend and im goin camping with my church and toher churches all over the world are goin too and ive never been before but im sure it'll be tons of fun!! haha meet new people..here i coommmee!! and finally, after that weekend..the very last weekend of the month, im goin on a roadtrip that got cancelled at the beginnin of april...so hopefully the weather is even better and it'll go well!!
so much to do..but all fun stuff!! haha im gone like every weekend next month..and its mothers day..and my moms bday....what will i do with presents and money!! @.@ anyways, the World Cup for soccer is coming up and my friend asked me to go watch with him but...i have no clue about soccer or the world cup for that matter. haha and now im on the internet searching up some information so i dont look like a dofus when hes talkin to me about it xD and im suppose to be studying for provincials but hey! everyone needs a break right?...right! haha yay for slacking off...again =.=
anyways, my 4 hours of spare is almost up and its time to go to my last class...ENGLISH >=l haha screw u provincials!! haha until next time~
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
April. 25/2010
i know that ive been slacking off alot..but i didnt realize it was this much!! i only have about 2 months left and i need to stay on track and focus on nothing but school at this moment. *sigh* thats goin to be difficult...theres so much hapenin in may and then june will be busy with grad stuff...no time to do anything!! =/
i finally did my ACT test on friday and holy moly...its the hardest thing i have ever done! and right when i was done..i swear, if i ever see another ovally bubble sheet for multiple choice questions..i will kill myself!! no joke. but im soo glad its over with at this moment but now, i gotta wait for them to mail me the results and stuff and...im soo nervous!! @.@ but i heard the schools dont really look at the scores..they mainly jus want to kno ur education level..and mine is like..all the wayy down there..like below below average haha =p good luck to mee then!!
i went grad dress shopping with my mom today and it didnt take me very long to find the dress i bought. i walked right into the store and looked at a few then the sales person said..i think this'll look good on you and i fell in love with it =) i mean its not like..omg drop dead gorgeous..but its something...well...its jus something i like! haha its like sky blue..kinda tight at the top then kinda flows out at the bottom. i post a picture but..it looks bad so..ill jus wait til grad day comes! =) anyways, we got the dress for a really good price!! it was originally $700 but i got it for $375! my mom was like..u can wear it for ur wedding too!! ...=.= so now all thats left is to look for shoes! hah i would say accesories but i dont even kno if im allowed...since our school is a private school..and since theres no jewellery allowed in school..=S they better make an acception!!!! we're already not having prom cause of the whole dancing rule >=l but anyways, back to accersories!...my mom bought all these accesories for me from swaroski from her cruise trip. and now im still lookin for a hairstyle and a place to do that!...and hopefully at the same place, they can do my make up cause i dont want to go to like a million different places to get a million different things done..but other than all that, IM EXCITED!!!! =)
there are soo many things i need/want to get! eg. new glasses(with the whole black frame around..), new contacts(black this time instead of blue..), possibly braces..!?, and..uhm...okay well i forgot the rest but theres a whole lot more! and theres soo many places i want to go like after grad...during the summer before school starts all over again!! =/ i want but i kno i cant..go to holland T.T and then im plannin on goin to san fran either with my parents over the summer or with some friends in october!! well..san fran is one of the stops..but its like touring everywhere..ROADTRIP!!! haha oh and dont worry BL, theres nothing to be worried/nervous about..we can always jus sit around staring at each other..doing nothing..haha jus keedin..YOU BETTER PLAN SOMETHING WEN I GET THERE OR ELSE IM MAKING YOU TAKE ME EVERYWHERE!!! MWAHAHA =p but yeah..im excited for summer =)
anyways, im off to study for my retest on english terms =/ i hate that test...ive done it like twice already!! anyways bye for now~
:: i wish i could help you in everyway..but im sorry that i cant. but my spirit will always be there for you! ^_^ ::
i finally did my ACT test on friday and holy moly...its the hardest thing i have ever done! and right when i was done..i swear, if i ever see another ovally bubble sheet for multiple choice questions..i will kill myself!! no joke. but im soo glad its over with at this moment but now, i gotta wait for them to mail me the results and stuff and...im soo nervous!! @.@ but i heard the schools dont really look at the scores..they mainly jus want to kno ur education level..and mine is like..all the wayy down there..like below below average haha =p good luck to mee then!!
i went grad dress shopping with my mom today and it didnt take me very long to find the dress i bought. i walked right into the store and looked at a few then the sales person said..i think this'll look good on you and i fell in love with it =) i mean its not like..omg drop dead gorgeous..but its something...well...its jus something i like! haha its like sky blue..kinda tight at the top then kinda flows out at the bottom. i post a picture but..it looks bad so..ill jus wait til grad day comes! =) anyways, we got the dress for a really good price!! it was originally $700 but i got it for $375! my mom was like..u can wear it for ur wedding too!! ...=.= so now all thats left is to look for shoes! hah i would say accesories but i dont even kno if im allowed...since our school is a private school..and since theres no jewellery allowed in school..=S they better make an acception!!!! we're already not having prom cause of the whole dancing rule >=l but anyways, back to accersories!...my mom bought all these accesories for me from swaroski from her cruise trip. and now im still lookin for a hairstyle and a place to do that!...and hopefully at the same place, they can do my make up cause i dont want to go to like a million different places to get a million different things done..but other than all that, IM EXCITED!!!! =)
there are soo many things i need/want to get! eg. new glasses(with the whole black frame around..), new contacts(black this time instead of blue..), possibly braces..!?, and..uhm...okay well i forgot the rest but theres a whole lot more! and theres soo many places i want to go like after grad...during the summer before school starts all over again!! =/ i want but i kno i cant..go to holland T.T and then im plannin on goin to san fran either with my parents over the summer or with some friends in october!! well..san fran is one of the stops..but its like touring everywhere..ROADTRIP!!! haha oh and dont worry BL, theres nothing to be worried/nervous about..we can always jus sit around staring at each other..doing nothing..haha jus keedin..YOU BETTER PLAN SOMETHING WEN I GET THERE OR ELSE IM MAKING YOU TAKE ME EVERYWHERE!!! MWAHAHA =p but yeah..im excited for summer =)
anyways, im off to study for my retest on english terms =/ i hate that test...ive done it like twice already!! anyways bye for now~
:: i wish i could help you in everyway..but im sorry that i cant. but my spirit will always be there for you! ^_^ ::
Monday, April 19, 2010
April.19/2010
i couldnt even wake up this morning!! so last night..i was watching two movies with my cousin and when the second movie started i was already starting to fall asleep zzZZ near the middle of the movie, i jus passed out and my cousin didnt even realize till like near the end that she was talkin to herself most of the time! haha i felt soo bad but i was soo tired =/
so anyways, she woke me up this morning at like 6:30 so i can get stuff ready and all that and i ended up waking up at 7:30 and we almost missed the bus going to school O_o haha who said i cant get ready in like 45-50 mins!? =p so anyways, we had breakfast and headed to the bus stop and made it to school jus in time =)
my mother is finally returning to me tmr and im planning on making her curry chicken for dinner! haha ive only watched from afar so hopefully, nobody gets sick tomorow! man, i seem to get better and better at this whole cooking thing xD i can be a chef when im like...40!! haha yeah right..
okay well im off to do some homework <---yeah its been like soo long since ive done that...i always say im goin to do it but i never end up working on it..and now..for the first time in awhie, im goin to do some homework =/ haha wish me luck~
so anyways, she woke me up this morning at like 6:30 so i can get stuff ready and all that and i ended up waking up at 7:30 and we almost missed the bus going to school O_o haha who said i cant get ready in like 45-50 mins!? =p so anyways, we had breakfast and headed to the bus stop and made it to school jus in time =)
my mother is finally returning to me tmr and im planning on making her curry chicken for dinner! haha ive only watched from afar so hopefully, nobody gets sick tomorow! man, i seem to get better and better at this whole cooking thing xD i can be a chef when im like...40!! haha yeah right..
okay well im off to do some homework <---yeah its been like soo long since ive done that...i always say im goin to do it but i never end up working on it..and now..for the first time in awhie, im goin to do some homework =/ haha wish me luck~
Sunday, April 18, 2010
April.18/2010
the sun is finally out and it feels just right =) dont go anywhere mister sunshine!!
so this is the last weekend that ill be home alone cause my parents are finally returning from their trip on tues! haha it passed by so fast and im not even ready to have them come home yet =/ well anyways, i hope they leave again soon so i can do this again! haha
i cant believe im graduating soon...recently at school, we've been doing all those grad write-ups, speeches and all that grad stuff and it just made me realize that..its really happening!! and im soo excited to get out!! haha but i still havent found a dress yet..partially cause im waiting on my mom to come with me which we will hopefully do soon! im so excited for the parties and everything..even just the planning is alot of fun =p
anyways, im off to clean some more of this house...and im goin out soon to have dinner with my first stepdad which i havent seen in like 3, 4 years? im excited but nervous at the same time..
:: thinking about you 24/7..is it wrong..? ::
so this is the last weekend that ill be home alone cause my parents are finally returning from their trip on tues! haha it passed by so fast and im not even ready to have them come home yet =/ well anyways, i hope they leave again soon so i can do this again! haha
i cant believe im graduating soon...recently at school, we've been doing all those grad write-ups, speeches and all that grad stuff and it just made me realize that..its really happening!! and im soo excited to get out!! haha but i still havent found a dress yet..partially cause im waiting on my mom to come with me which we will hopefully do soon! im so excited for the parties and everything..even just the planning is alot of fun =p
anyways, im off to clean some more of this house...and im goin out soon to have dinner with my first stepdad which i havent seen in like 3, 4 years? im excited but nervous at the same time..
:: thinking about you 24/7..is it wrong..? ::
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
April.14/2010
and tonight..i will cry myself to sleep. i dont know why but it seems this is how the night will end for me. so good night and hello puffy eyes...i wonder what kind of dreams ill have tonight..or if ill even have any..
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
April.13/2010
i had the best sleep last night!! haha but i was soo into my sleep that i didnt even hear my alarm clock this morning..
i had alot of dreams last night but i couldnt remember any of them. not even alittle bit of any =/ sometimes i wonder...where do dreams come from? how do they work? do they mean something or are they just stories in your head that have no effect in your life..i really do wonder.
so anyways, i was still alittle tired this morning so i decided to take alittle nap in chem class while we were reading notes out loud with the class. i really did fall asleep for the first time in school but i kept waking up kinda scared that the teacher would find out but he didnt. the class period finally ended and i woke up with a swollen eye. it looked like i had a bite on my lower eye lid. mayb it was a consequence for sleeping in class =p but anyways, its like super itchy but i cant do anything about it and the guys are so funny xD everytime i come close to touching my eye, two of them tell me not to and like smack my hand like i was alittle child...and another jus keeps trying to blow into my eye to "make it feel better" LOL i think he wouldve gave me an eye infection xD but they're so caring even though they can be goofs at times =)
so the sun decides to leave us here in vancouver these days but i only hope it goes to one place instead. SAN FRAN!! haha well anyways, i have a eng test to study for and i only have about 5 minutes left =/ bye for now~
i had alot of dreams last night but i couldnt remember any of them. not even alittle bit of any =/ sometimes i wonder...where do dreams come from? how do they work? do they mean something or are they just stories in your head that have no effect in your life..i really do wonder.
so anyways, i was still alittle tired this morning so i decided to take alittle nap in chem class while we were reading notes out loud with the class. i really did fall asleep for the first time in school but i kept waking up kinda scared that the teacher would find out but he didnt. the class period finally ended and i woke up with a swollen eye. it looked like i had a bite on my lower eye lid. mayb it was a consequence for sleeping in class =p but anyways, its like super itchy but i cant do anything about it and the guys are so funny xD everytime i come close to touching my eye, two of them tell me not to and like smack my hand like i was alittle child...and another jus keeps trying to blow into my eye to "make it feel better" LOL i think he wouldve gave me an eye infection xD but they're so caring even though they can be goofs at times =)
so the sun decides to leave us here in vancouver these days but i only hope it goes to one place instead. SAN FRAN!! haha well anyways, i have a eng test to study for and i only have about 5 minutes left =/ bye for now~
Monday, April 12, 2010
April. 12/2010
thank goodness it wasnt raining this morning on the way to school or else i wouldnt have been a very happy girl ...although im not very happy at the moment but...meh
so i was up til 6 last night..or should i say this morning and woke up at 6:30 to shower and get ready to leave to school cause i had to take the bus with my cousin today. time flew by soo fast...one minute i was doing something then next minute its like time to wake up!! and i was thinkin that mayb i shouldnt sleep that half an hour but my eyes jus refused to cooperate with me...and right now, im falling asleep in class wanting a nap soo badly but i have no spares today =/ actually, i had a spare this morning but i used that to work on my bible homework which i totally forgot about...=S i still have soo much to do and i was suppose to do them on the weekend but i ended up not doin it so....im in soo much trouble.
report cards are coming out.....im gonna be dead soon......WHAT DO I DO!?!?!?!?!?!? why have i slacked off so much lately...i honestly cant handle all this freedom...I NEED RESTRICTIONS!!! >=l ...i cant believe i jus said that but...=/ i honestly cant do anything when theres no one to tell me to get off the computer or get off the phone or turn the the tv off or do this and do that. mommy where are u wen i need you =/...well, i talked with her this morning and shes in aruba...enjoying the blazing hot sun while im here soaking in tears cause im such a failure! i really am hopeless on my own...i wont survive.
i just hope this school year ends soon and i wont have to worry about this anymore and i can start over and start fresh. this highschool thing really feels like a burden and i cant wait to get rid of it. I WANT LIFE TO BE OVER!! ugh...life~
so i was up til 6 last night..or should i say this morning and woke up at 6:30 to shower and get ready to leave to school cause i had to take the bus with my cousin today. time flew by soo fast...one minute i was doing something then next minute its like time to wake up!! and i was thinkin that mayb i shouldnt sleep that half an hour but my eyes jus refused to cooperate with me...and right now, im falling asleep in class wanting a nap soo badly but i have no spares today =/ actually, i had a spare this morning but i used that to work on my bible homework which i totally forgot about...=S i still have soo much to do and i was suppose to do them on the weekend but i ended up not doin it so....im in soo much trouble.
report cards are coming out.....im gonna be dead soon......WHAT DO I DO!?!?!?!?!?!? why have i slacked off so much lately...i honestly cant handle all this freedom...I NEED RESTRICTIONS!!! >=l ...i cant believe i jus said that but...=/ i honestly cant do anything when theres no one to tell me to get off the computer or get off the phone or turn the the tv off or do this and do that. mommy where are u wen i need you =/...well, i talked with her this morning and shes in aruba...enjoying the blazing hot sun while im here soaking in tears cause im such a failure! i really am hopeless on my own...i wont survive.
i just hope this school year ends soon and i wont have to worry about this anymore and i can start over and start fresh. this highschool thing really feels like a burden and i cant wait to get rid of it. I WANT LIFE TO BE OVER!! ugh...life~
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