hello world, being woken up early in the morning after going to bed not too long ago is...irritating. haha i got woken up by the dog! im helping my cousin dog-sit her dog for a couple days till they come back from picking up my other cousin! sad i didn't get to go but im left with the dog LOL i dont understand how a small little dog can have poop that can be so stanky! =p i've been wanting to quit my job for awhile now...just gets boring often because there isn't a lot to do but stand around for hours until your shift is over. and it's such a long commute to work...takes me about an hour and a half including traffic and everything. so i searched around a few days ago and applied for a few places. yesterday morning, i got a call from Le Chateau and they wanna see me today to discuss schedules, pays, etc. i know i said i wanted to quit...but now that i have an opportunity, i dont know if i should take it. i mean, of course i should wait until the meeting to decide but i feel like i want to go through with it because a). im dealing with clothes....i dont know how much more interesting a part time job can be...i mean, i deal with furniture, home decor, home textiles.....not so fun. and b). its a lot closer to home. the store is in downtown...so hopefully it'll be busy with people and it only takes me about half an hour to 45mins to get to work. i will be starting school in May for a few classes and i guess whichever job can offer me the most flexibility around my schedule. sometimes, i feel like there are some people who only keep you around or call you "friend" because their regular friends are away. i can pretty much predict what's about to happen if i ask this person to hang out like we usually do cause it has already happened in the past. her "regular friends" are all coming back and who's left to the side? ...me. which i dont really mind much...im glad i could help this person in their time of need but honestly, i'm not a replacement girl so unless this person wants to hang out with me, i wont be going out of my way to try and hang out with this person. i feel like so much is happening this month. so many parties and i just can't go to all of them! but sometimes it's so hard to choose which one to not go to and you just want to attend them all =/ i can't imagine what summer will be like...madness.