hello world, i've been happy lately =) not saying that i'm usually depressed or anything but something happened a few nights ago that just makes me feel better with decisions i've made in the past. i haven't talked to my ex in awhile and saturday night, we decided to skype. i basically just wanted to see how he was doing and wish him luck for finals coming up but we ended up talking for 3 hours. and of course, he made me watch Big Bang Theory with him...which i always end up enjoying at the end even though i refuse to watch it ever single time lol i just love that i'm comfortable with the fact that we're no longer together but we can still talk and be friends without having to bring back feelings or feel like i miss him. i mean, of course i miss him but i dont get all sad and depressed over it anymore. it just makes me realize that i made the right decision to leave and come home. even though i lied to him and told him that it was because of other personal issues, i still feel like if i didnt make the decision to leave, i would be dragging him down. although it was a sacrifice, it was definitely a sacrifice worth making. and that's what love has always meant to me. {sacrifice} it sucks when you can't have what you want but i know that not having what i want is best for right now. yes, lying and hiding the truth is hard and is wrong for me to do but it's better if they dont know the whole story. it just makes things alittle more complicated. i just can't wait till the day i see his face again ...in person =) my friend uploaded a picture from when we were in kindergarten and a friend of hers commented on the picture. apparently, i was friends with her too...and she said that she has been loooking for me as well for years. i eventually remembered her but i'm just realizing that i dont remember a lot of friends from back in elementary school that i should remember. it's just nice to be able to reunite with old friends and continue to meet new ones! excited to meet some more friends this weekend =) and excited about the sleepover at my friends house...i always loved going to her house when we were in kindergarten and grade one and i am going back again after so many years. cheers to friends <3