hello world, i guess i feel a bit of relief at the moment. was talking to my friend all night and kinda explained the situation to him. we're not exactly close so i didn't think anything would come from the conversation but i'm surprised to say that i felt better after talkin to him. he helped me realize that i don't need to be upset and crying over something so small ..or atleast it should be small. and he just reminds me that "everyone has to take a chance on love. you gotta put it in the past and forget about it even though that's the hardest thing to do. whenever you need to talk, imma be here cause you can't do it alone". honestly, after reading that, it put a smile on my face so i just wanna say thanks robbie! =) cause you're totally right...people who pop in and out of my life and they don't plan to stay there should just stay out and make my life a little easier and just leave me alone all together. so no worries robbie, i've got your back tooo! just remember that you promised to never give up on me...>=)