March.27/2012

hello world,
do you ever have those days where you feel a certain way but theres no particular reason why you're feeling that way or sometimes you can't really explain what you're feeling but certain songs explain it all? ..(i hope that wasn't too confusing to read lol) well, im having one of those days =$ so instead of trying explain my feeling and confusing you all, ill just share the lyrics of some songs and hopefully you'll get a better understanding =)
song #1: if you ask me how i'm doing, i will say im doing just fine. i would lie and say that you're not on my mind. but finally, im forced to face the truth: no matter what i say, im not over you.
song #2: i wanna run but i dont know where, i wanna fly but i dont know how.
song #3: i wont give up on us, even if the skies get rough. im giving you all my love, im still looking up. even the stars they burn. some even fall to the earth. we got a lot to learn and God knows we're worth it. i wont give up.
song #4: something always brings me back to you, it never takes too long. no matter what i say or do, i still feel you here till the moment im gone. i never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love. set me free, leave me be. i dont wanna fall another moment into your gravity. here i am and i stand so tall just the way i'm suppose to be. you loved me cause im fragile but i thought that i was strong. you're neither friend nor foe but i cant seem to let you go.
song #5: i was just a fool, a fool for you. when i loved you so childlessly and i want it all back. i didnt know what i had until i lost you.
song#6: i dont believe we were put together not to be together. and i dont believe there's anyone out there that can love me better. of course we've had our ups and downs but ive gotta have you around me. you're the one for me.
song #7: now im standing with you in this terminal with a ticket so far from your love. i gotta fly away. planes waiting up for me right at gate 23. theres a doorway to my dreams i could go or i could stay. should i change my life or miss my flight. i dont want to win if my hearts got to lose so how in the world do i choose? how can i leave when i know he's the one?
song #8: how do i say goodbye to what we had. the good times that made us laugh. i thought we get to see forever but forever is gone away. its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. i dont know where this road is going to lead. all i know is where we've been and what we've been through. if we get to see tomorrow i hope its worth all the wait. and ill take with me the memories to be my sunshine after the rain.
song #9: it feels like a lifetime has passed me by. its been 17minutes since my life started over without you. and my pride tries to lie but my heart's too empty without you. dont want the world, just want the love that i had 18minutes ago. i keep pretending this is all a bad dream.
song #10: it hurts so much inside, i dont know how you controlled my mind cause you brainwashed me. you had me thinking we would last forever. i gave my whole life to you.
song #11: i was thinking about you and it kinda made me smile. so many things to say, better put it in a letter. so many things i wanna know the answers to. wish i could press rewind and rewrite every line to the story of me and you. hope to hear from you soon. p.s still not over you.
song #12: i know you the right one but maybe we just met at the wrong time. its just kind of funny that you had me feeling nothing could go wrong but its no fun when you're the one the jokes on. its been way too long and im not that strong. i cant do it. i see it in your eyes that you're not by my side.
song #13: anywhere you are i am near, anywhere you go i am there. what are words if you really dont mean them when you say them.
song #14: baby you're a million miles away. if i aint got you i aint got anything. it just dont feel the same if i aint got you.
song #15: i cant have what i wanted. love was surely made for fools like me.
song #16: i feel your happiness all around. we're not the same, everybody knows. thats the best thing about us though. we see the world in different ways. maybe this could be more than just fun. this could be everything that i want. whats happening to me, could you be the one. it feels like love to me. you're the one i need next to me. real love's not suppose to be afraid of what everybody thinks.

okay well anyways...i think thats more than enough haha